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Monday, October 19, 2015

Sharing my pain

Emotional pain.  My entire chest hurts from my crying.
I said good-bye to Muffin today at the veterinarian's office as she died in my arms.

She has been my companion, sleeping with me almost every night, for 18 years.

I cannot think straight, or do anything but minimal activities in between bouts of crying. 

I'm so glad I have Panther (or Painter) to cuddle with, and she's a wonderful comic.  I'm sure we will get through this and somehow fill the gap that is left in our lives in the shape of a small cat.

I will carry my love to her with me the rest of my life.


11 comments:

  1. I feel your pain, rest in peace sweet muffin

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  2. My dear friend, I'm hurting for you! Here are my arms hugging you from all the way across the country. Muffin is sending you her love too. She wants to comfort you so you can remember her with only joy, no pain. She loves you and always will. She's out of pain herself now and running around doing kitty things. She's so happy not to have to suffer the indignities she's had to endure for too long. Now she's well and happy. I love you too and am here for you. Call if you need to, no matter what hour it is, ok?

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  3. I'm so sorry to read this. Live in peace.

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  4. I am so sorry for your loss. Take some time for yourself, it's so hard to lose a pet.

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  5. Barbara, I'm so sorry to hear about Muffin's passing. But she will be in your heart forever... and I sometimes feel that the cats we've lost are still in the house with us... and who knows, maybe they are... in spirit.

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  6. Muffin was a gorgeous cat! I am sorry for your loss.

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  7. so sorry Barbara, out pets are very special in our lives and it will take some time for you to stop missing Muffin's presence.

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  8. Muffin was a real sweetie! I feel your pain. She'll always be in your heart!

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  9. Oh, so sorry to hear about your dear Muffin.

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  10. Oh my, what a sweetie, such sad news, i am sorry....

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